
I miss you
I miss you so fucking much right now
I wish I was in your bed
And I wish we just had sex and you were
Holding me
God I wish you were holding me
Did you know you grab for me in your sleep
At times when I guiltily roll away, getting too hot or having an itch
And you won’t let me
You readjust
You move and you reach
And you hold back on
You hold onto me in your sleep
And you don’t want to let go
Why do you let go in the morning
Why won’t you hold me all the time
God I wish you were holding me
Clair de lune à Overschie, 1855, by Johan Jongkind (Dutch, 1819-1891)
But an unquenchable love for you has never left me…
{Quotes: Alejandra Pizarnik, Approximations/Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, October 7/chen chen, nature poem in ‘when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities’/sue zhao/ Sylvia path / Maggie Nelson, Bluets/Richard siken/Ingeborg Bachmann, In the Storm of Roses from ‘The Poem for the Reader’, tr. Mark Anderson ,paintings: pinterest}
love & hunger
1. caitlin conlon x 2. ellen o’connell whittet, what you become in flight 3. unknown 4. ethel cain, strangers 5. @weaksorry x 6. hilma af kint, no. 4 7. unknown 8. anna green, the heart rate of a mouse 9. unknown 10. unknown